December 11, 2008

You'll Shoot You're Eye Out!



Dear Santa,
I want the squishy stuff.  I want zerbits and belly laughs.  I want smooth, milky skin on my lips.  I want the softest hair on earth.  I want poopies and pee-pees.  I want nakedness.  I want skin on water on skin.  I want neck tickles and butterfly kisses.  I want boxer fists and wonder woes.  I want random, heavy panting and sporadic, lengthy sighs.  I want the improvised-pee-missile in my face.  I want rattle spinning and circus tunes.  I want Imagine playing in the other room.  I want white noise.  I want real noise.  I want my audience.  I want my biggest fan.  I want my memory.  I want fatherhood.

4 comments:

Maggy said...

sigh....such descriptive, beautiful, memory filled words...this really makes my heart ache and tears swell in my eyes. i miss babram so much.... i love you guys.

Jenn said...

Oh that is really sweet. We still feel that way!!!

Anonymous said...

Ahhh Joshy, my sweet cousin. If there were some way I could take some of your pain on myself I gladly would. I love you xoxo

elbie said...

i only know you by way of maggy's blog... i can't imagine your pain. i think of you often and hope that you'll find peace.