Life is long

If you don't have the new David Byrne/Brian Eno album yet, Go get it! (That is if you like David Byrne/Brian Eno)

This song makes me think about Abe.

"Life Is Long"

Everybody says that the living is easy
I can barely see ‘cause my head's in the way
Tigers walk behind me, they are to remind me that
I'm lost, but I'm not afraid

Soul to soul- A kiss and a sigh
Sawed in half- by the passage of time
Halfway home- from a window you see
Chains and bars- but I am still free

People on the outside- I remember sweet times
This old rose is always in bloom
Everyone is happy to be a baby daddy
Stone love- with nothing to lose

Life is long if you give it way
So stay, don't go ‘cause I'm fading away
Soul to soul- between you and me
Chain me down- but I am still free

Now I can say those three little words
And every day I'm dreaming a world
Soul to soul- a kiss and a sigh
Holding back- the waters outside.

Life is long if you give it way
So stay, don't go ‘cause I'm fading away
Soul to soul- between you and me
Chain me down- but I am still free

Abe's Whales

Tomorrow is the day that Abe's whales are racing in the Wild & Wonderful Whale Regatta in Maui! (Thanks again Mom!) We are proud to have Abram's name represented in this meaningful event...it's a great cause.

Go Little Whales!

Limerick #1

My journal has a beat of it's own.

It's the heart of my new, sacred throne.

My moments of truth

may seem drug induced,

but I'm simply depressed and alone.

Happy Valentine's Day
to
our Deeper Heart

True

You have given me wisdom,

which I carry through the days.

You have given me smiles,

which I do my best to wear.

You have given me love,

which is my favorite medicine.

You have given me worth,

which justifies my breath.

You have given me mystery,

which I cradle in my arms.

You have given me family,

which is my cup of Christ.

You have given me faith,

which hints of my rebirth.

I love you

I love you

I love you

isolated

I'm with Tricia...not really feeling into bloggy right now, despite the fact I have so much in my head. I just can't seem to get it out here. In an attempt to protect myself temporarily, I am afraid I am isolating myself (yes, more so than usual). It may not seem like the healthiest way to deal, but it feels right to me at least for now. I can't even bring myself to look at Facebook...it's way too scary for me (so please excuse the invitations I have ignored). I am hoping this will change sooner than later. But for now, this is all I can do...an occasional post exposing my not-so-raw feelings and thoughts. It's the raw ones that are causing all the problem...