February 01, 2009

isolated



I'm with Tricia...not really feeling into bloggy right now, despite the fact I have so much in my head. I just can't seem to get it out here. In an attempt to protect myself temporarily, I am afraid I am isolating myself (yes, more so than usual). It may not seem like the healthiest way to deal, but it feels right to me at least for now. I can't even bring myself to look at Facebook...it's way too scary for me (so please excuse the invitations I have ignored). I am hoping this will change sooner than later. But for now, this is all I can do...an occasional post exposing my not-so-raw feelings and thoughts. It's the raw ones that are causing all the problem...


5 comments:

Jenn said...

You do what you have to do, and just like I told Trish- You take care!!! You are always in my thoughts!

Anonymous said...

Ditto :) Love ya

Kim said...

Do what you have to do. Everyone grieves so differently and deals with the pain so differently. You are doing the best you know how, keep doing it and listening to yourself. You know what is best for you.

tricia said...

i heart you. occational post is good...it's the only way i know how you are doing. i miss you two. hopefully soon. loves. t.

Anonymous said...

So many people carry you in their hearts. You may be isolated, but you are never alone. Keep listening to your soul, it knows you better than anyone. Love you both.