Dawson,
My friend. I am so sorry i am distant at this point in your life. I am elated for you and your new family, but my elation taunts my pain. I know precisely what you're feeling right now and thus my heart aches.
I see your beaming face. I see your dazed, glossy eyes. I hear your quivering voice and sense your reluctant exuberance. Please forgive me.
It's your time to gush.
Elijah Trey,
Baby boy. Welcome! Your father is a good man. He is gentle, caring, thoughtful, hard working and intelligent. You are lucky to be born into such a nurturing environment. They are full of love and ready to give it freely. Please say hello to my boy while you still can.
Rebecca,
My Sister. You pulled me back from a teetering edge today. Your letters are stunningly beautiful and forever treasured. Your timing too, is most remarkable. You have healed a small part of a gaping wound. Please know I love you and your words. They make me cry in a familiar way instead of the lost and abandoned way. They bring me back home. Thank you for taking Abram mountaineering with you and Evan. That makes me smile.
I love you so much!
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Josh, Carly told me out of the blue yesterday that she missed Abram and I wondered to myself if you were having an especially rough day. I should have called you, I'm sorry that I didn't. I know that I can't say anything to make it any easier for you, but know that your big sister loves you and that your boy has made a place for himself in my daughter's life. She sings a song about angels in the stars. thinking of you xoxoxo
That is sweet! You are always thinking of other people, even when it is hard for you!
I love you, too.
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