September 03, 2009

tired...still

I am tired.
I am tired of being sick.
I am tired of this ache.
I am tired of being alone.
I am tired of apologizing.
I am tired of feeling guilty.
I am tired of worrying.
I am tired of being patient.
I am tired of rationalizing.
I am tired of denial.
I am tired of being angry.
I am tired of being analyzed.
I am tired of making excuses.
I am tired of prayer.
I am tired of living on nothing but faded hope.

3 comments:

Maggy said...

....I'm so sorry... thats all I have right now. But I'm always thinking of you guys. Love you so much!

Jenn said...

I am too sorry. I haven't responded because I haven't had anything great to say. All I can say is I love you, and I will try and be there for you if I can help.

Anonymous said...

My heart, dear ones...
Remembering you and Abe's birth with love...hoping for stars and starfish, ocean spray of salty tears, wind nuzzles and warm hugs.
cheryl