This Is Joshua

I am a man wrought by anger.
I am archaic in my thoughts.
I mean the best to everyone but myself.

I like to keep it simple
through my complicated ways.
I love a certain woman more than love.

I don't rely on envy.
I detest the fashion of hate.
I shudder when I look at global strife.

I am a man of reason and logic.
I am confused and distraught.
I do everything I should not do and more.

I have friends of deep compassion.
I have family of steel.
I have an angel bird that's rarely seen.

I am not always honest.
I am flawless in my dreams.
I can sing a song to rock an empty home.

I am a man full of wishes.
I own a well of endless pain.
I cannot revel in other people's joy.